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We Didn't Have Time to Be Scared

by Geha

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1.
New Day (free) 02:47
It's a new day Outside the sun is shining It's a new beginning People grinning as they walk around the town It's a new day Outside the parks are open Children laughing everywhere You can't compare the wonders all around So come and play outside Let's spend the day outside Let's make our way outside Everyone will laugh and sing It's a new day! We ought to stay outside It’s a new day There’s surprises that the mornings bring It's a new day There's an excitement as the wind blows in our faces And our races take us all over the square It's a new day With every corner Comes a lovely new adventure Which was meant for us to dive in on a dare We're young and we're alive We're strong and we will thrive Our time has just arrived The sun is high and glistening It’s a new day So let’s go play outside We’ll make our way outside The day is full and promising You're young and free, you cannot see The coming danger all around, The world we cherish slowly gone undone A rising sea of frightful change Is creeping onto our horizon It's a new day So let's go running free This is the place to be Let's race up to that tree There's no way you'll catch me All ready? One, two three I’m way too fast to see The promises the mornings bring It's a new day Everyone will laugh and sing! Our lives may change in ways so strange I fear I never fully can explain The times are rough, and I know enough That every time the sun goes down, I fear I'll never see it rise again It's a new day So many things to do, let’s get underway ‘cause it’s a new day
2.
It’s like I’ve stepped inside the looking glass The buildings and the people seem the same So you do you explain the man who spat at me this morning as he crossed my path And called me words I won’t repeat even though he knew my name Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) This afternoon I stepped inside the corner store They yelled at me to leave and then the door practically slammed My money’s good, I’ve shopped with you a hundred times before What has happened here, if you’re human, help me understand Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) Our history’s re-written ‘cause the truth was hard to bear Now the looking glass is cracking and nobody seems to care Now anger’s always ripe for exploitation And leaders who are hopeless harness bigotry and blame Instead of a solution they prefer an amputation Just remove the nose to spite your face, The blood covers the shame Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) Everything looks the same (Everything has changed) You’ve covered up the looking glass ‘cause you don’t like the crack It’s just as well because you cannot face the person looking back. (Everything looks the same) This was once my home You were once my friend I dreamed I’d live here with my children and their children But I see that dream is coming to an end
3.
The clock strikes midnight in the station The train is waiting on the track And I see my life reduced to what I carry And I wear upon my back I have a quiet reservation I have a paralyzed concern I have no choice, I have a one-way ticket only for I know I won't return And if I could feel, I would be terrified Instead I’ll pray the grass is greener on the other side I hear the train's acceleration I see my country fade away I hold my family, and they're safe and sound beside me And I know that I'm okay I'll be okay… And I've got no time to be terrified Instead I’ll pray the grass is greener on the other side I wish I could lose my anger like I've lost my home However 'cause I was forced out, I can't be calmed by force alone They stole my nation and they stole my neighbor they can’t steal my pride So I will hold my head up high as I cross through this great divide And I will pray the grass is greener on the other side Oh, please let it be greener on the other side I swallow all my desperation The train slows down and we are there I see a new day and a new world and a hope that maybe someone's heard my prayer
4.
Hold My Hand 03:39
How can I sit in this crowded room, yet be alone? I’m just a child thrown in waters much too deep It’s getting late but I know I can’t sleep here, I want to be home But home is only what I carry and I’m tired of the weight Hold my hand and things will start improving We will make it through the night Hold my hand, you know we’ve got to keep on moving You’ll see, everything will be all right The next day’s better than the first, but better’s nowhere close to good I’m moving forward like I said I would, like we agreed. And you’ve assured me I’ll succeed here, but I must confess That if I had the chance, I’d wish it all away And go back to before Hold my hand and things will start improving We will make it through the night Hold my hand, you know we’ve got to keep on moving You’ll see, everything will be all right If I stand still for a moment then I know the fear will win But frankly I’m too stubborn to give in. Hold my hand and things will start improving We will make it through the night Hold my hand, you know we’ve got to keep on moving You’ll see, everything will be all right Everything will be all right
5.
The Wall 03:18
There are lessons you never taught me, and you didn’t seem concerned Did you think they wouldn’t hurt me? or hoped I’d never have to learn? ‘cause I’m craving your protection now that you’ve said your farewell, The cruelty surrounds me and it feels like... People take shots at me and I try to roll my eyes A smile and some laughter is a pretty good disguise But there’s a crack in the foundation, there’s a weakness in my heart If I even stop to think, I know I’m gonna fall apart So I will build a wall around me It’ll be a hundred miles tall And even if you say you’ll love me I’ll leave you waiting in suspense outside the entrance hall You’ll never know what lies behind the wall I’m wilting from their insults and I’m ducking from their glares But I’m not gonna show them, I’ll pretend that I don’t care I’m gonna let it dribble off me, just like water off my back But water has a way of finding every single crack So I will build a wall around me It’ll be a thousand miles tall And even if you say you’ll love me I’ll leave you waiting in suspense outside the entrance hall You’ll never know what lies behind the wall Now my heart is at a distance and my soul is out of touch They have no power over me, well really, not so much And I never crack a smile, ‘cause what would I smile for? But at least I’ve won the battle; Wait what happened to the war? But still I build this wall around me It’s now a million miles tall And even if I know you love me I’ll leave you waiting ‘cause I don’t think I could face it all You’ll never know what lies behind the wall You’ll never know what lies behind the wall Even I forget what lies behind the wall
6.
I know things could be worse, that doesn’t help me We’ve been shut out, told we don’t belong, though we’ve done nothing wrong You say there’s justice in the universe? Very well, we need a sign, a small direction, if you’re so inclined to Tell me what it takes to make it better I will not hang my head and live life with regret You’re gonna have to give me some assistance ‘cause I’m not about to break, but I have lost my inspiration Tell me what’s it gonna take to make it better? I’m not a soldier or a leader I’m just a person They would cast me aside, Heaven knows how they’ve tried. But I won’t be a victim either, They can’t treat me worse than I will let them treat me I won’t let them defeat me I will find out what it takes to make it better I will not hang my head and live life with regret You don’t have to give me your assistance ‘cause I’m not about to break, and once I find my inspiration I will know just what it takes to make it better You have no idea the strength that lies inside me And I won’t be denied my right to be a human And my right to be free I will work my fingers to the bone until finally I see it getting better It’s gonna start getting better It’s gonna start getting better
7.
Why Tell It At All? (free) 03:18
Put the book away now Let’s leave the past behind It’s a brand new day, now Can’t we just look forward Must we be resigned to let the pain continue to define us? Why tell it at all? It’s such a sad story Why pass on the past? Just keep it all buried deep. The wounds will scar over, I’m tired of being broken. If the past can’t be corrected It should be hidden in a drawer And I’ll stay unaffected If I just keep moving like we promised once before And we won’t have to feel this anymore. Why tell it at all? It’s such a sad story Why pass on the past? Just keep it all buried deep. The wounds will scar over, I’m tired of being broken. Our parents worked throughout their lives To make sure you and I’d survive The greatest gift we can return Is to keep their memories alive (Why tell it at all? It’s such a sad story) The past will bring us to our knees (Why pass on the past? Just keep it all buried deep.) If we don’t let the story free (The wounds will scar over) But maybe we’ll find peace Maybe we will find peace
8.
Home (free) 02:44
It’s not the place It’s not the town It’s not the buildings all around me That can tell me I’m home That means that I’m home It’s not a book It’s not my things It isn’t flowers people bring to me That tell me I’m home That means that I’m home You’ve been looking for a home? It’s here in my arms It’s here in my arms It’s when you call out of the blue And then we talk the whole night through And then I know that I’m home I know that I’m home It’s in the laughs and in the prayers And the connection that we share That brings me right back to home They mean that I’m home You’ve been looking for a home? It’s here in my arms It’s here in my arms If you ever have a problem, if you’re ever feeling beat You just reach a hand out to me, I will get you back onto your feet We keep each other grounded and we fuel each other’s flight As long as you are standing by me I know everything will be all right And we’ll be home Yes, we’ll be home Oh, we’ll be home. You’ve been looking for a home? Well, it’s here in my arms So if you’re here in my arms, Then we’re home. Yes, we’re home. We are home.

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Original Cast Album of Friends Academy's Edinburgh Fringe production, We Didn't Have Time to be Scared.

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released July 30, 2011

Recorded live with the cast of We Didn't Have Time to Be Scared
Music and lyrics by Andrew Geha
Mike Mattia on Piano

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Andrew Geha is an award-winning playwright and theater teacher who has worked at Friends Academy, a Quaker school in Locust Valley, NY, since 2001.

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